A Moment of my Life

Today I was the biggest internal bi-otch I know. I was mentally swearing like a sailor. Sorry Mom, I’m sure you are mortified reading this, and dad you are probably thinking, “Not the most becoming.” Yes, today was not my most becoming of days. I try not to post stuff like this – negativity. I think I’m generally a positive person. I try to not underestimate the power of attitude and mental thinking BUT sometimes and some days just plain suck, but that is part of life. If we didn’t have crappy days we would take for granted the normal- maybe monotonous- but non-crappy days. It’s days like today's that make walking through the door so much sweeter. Walking into the arms of the man I love and holding him a little bit longer, patting my pooches with more vigorous delight, and being encompassed by pure sweet contentment. A feeling that makes me wonder what heaven is like, at least my heaven. Heaven = the eternal feeling of pure bliss – being surrounded by the people and things that you love and that love you in return. It makes me wonder, isn’t this why we have been blessed with friends and family? People who are there to pick you up when you fall and vice versa? Friends who make you smile when the world is determined to make your frown? Yes, we need days like this – if we didn’t have the terrible days we would never enjoy the sweetest of sweets – and those my friends are worth the crappiest of craps.